tragedies.

i get so heartbroken when i read news of children who suffer. be it from an illness, an accident or growing up in an abusive family...

why do they have to suffer? they're just little children. if i'm just a little religious, i might even dare to question the existence of God, and if He is there, why he is not merciless towards these innocent beings? Is this a joke to Him? A 'test' of sorts for the child or for the parents? how is it fair?

why do the innocent have to suffer and the bad people get away scot free?

this is life ain't it?

i know i'm lucky as hell to be living the way i am. i'm just asking, why can't the innocent children lead a happy and carefree life like i did, or even better?

anyway im not saying i don't believe in a God.

i'm just not sure that He's here.

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May you be at Peace, Lili.

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Little Char, though i didn't have the honour of ever knowing you, but i have followed your journey thus far. I hope with all my heart that there is a paradise, and you are now, running free.

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Yue yue, 希望你能渡过难关，早日康复！

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